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© -  Steven A. Cerra, copyright protected; all rights reserved.

"The Jazz at the Philharmonic bout that fall lifted Gene'southward spirits, at least for a while. But the traveling paled them. I often watched that pointless drum battle with Buddy Rich on every concert, and wondered what it was doing to his ego. Buddy was like some great meat-grinder, gobbling upwards Cistron'south solos, cresting his triumph in traded fours and eights and ending with an unbelievable flourish.

Gene took it in the finest of manners. He didn't think music had a thing to exercise with competition. He had a way of carrying himself correctly when he walked on, and used that strut of a sort to the fullest at the close of those demoralizing drum wars. I broached the subject area to him one time. But in one case.

"Anyone playing with Bud is going to get blown away, Chappie. And remember, the audition isn't as perceptive equally y'all are." His answer was matter-of-fact, with no hint of malice."

- Gene Krupa to Bobby Scott

"I asked him why he didn't brand judgments of other drummers. It'd be pointless, he answered, to judge what it was they were doing if he wasn't privy to what information technology was they were aiming for. He refused to be presumptuous. And he never deviated from that."

- Bobby Scott on Gene Krupa

The editorial staff ft JazzProfiles put together its own feature on Gene Krupa, the drummer almost whom Buddy Rich once said: "Things wouldn't be the way they are if he hadn't been around." Y'all can locate that earlier piece here.

While rummaging through some old Jazzletters recently we establish this essay in the Jan 1984 issue of Factor Lees' monthly missive.

A brief synopsis of Cistron Krupa'southward career and his importance to Jazz tin can be found in this Addendum which Gene incorporated into Bobby Scott'due south essay.

'For the younger folk among us, information technology should exist noted that Gene Krupa was born in Chicago Jan 15, 1909. He was associated with that group of young musicians who became known to legend equally the Austin High Gang, although he did non himself attend Austin Loftier School. After diverse other jobs, he joined Benny Goodman in March, 1935, and was of course its drummer when the band exploded into fame in Baronial of that year, launching the so-called Swing Era. He formed his own ring in March, 1938. It lasted until 1943, when his arrest acquired him to disband. Coming out of prison house, he rejoined Goodman for a few months at the finish of 1943, and then went to work for Tommy Dorsey, and finally organized a new band in 1944. He continued that band until 1951, then scaled down to a trio or quartet. Teddy Wilson, with whom he was associated in the Benny Goodman trio and quartet, in one case told Leonard Feather, "He was undoubtedly the most of import jazz drummer in the history of jazz music. He made the drums a solo instrument, taking it out of the background." Non everyone of class would rate Gene Krupa quite that highly, but he was indeed i of the nearly important jazz drummers, and he was certainly the most visible."

© -  Gene Lees Jazzletter, January, 1984, copyright protected; all rights reserved.

"Eugene Boris Krupa was an enigma.

His tiny frame belied his impact upon the music scene of his heyday. People could non acquaintance a pocket-size man with the sound of his drumming. It was but after a double accept that he was recognized and entered the ken of the viewer. That was, to him, just fine: he'd spent half his life living down a "slip" he had never even fabricated.

The Ol' Man, as I called him, in keeping with the tradition of the band era when all leaders were thus called, never used narcotics, nor could he ever have been in even remote danger of addiction. As one might try a roller-coaster ride, once or twice at most, he had tasted them. But in fact they frightened him, in a way that liquor never did.

In the yr or and so I worked and traveled with him, occasionally taking meals with him, we spoke of his "hitch" two or 3 times at almost. And always it was wrenched upwards out of his retentivity. It was not the recollection of the bars on the windows and the isolation merely the shame of it that troubled him. He said information technology changed him inwardly.

He remembered arriving in prison. "This one screw took me to the laundry, where I'd been assigned to piece of work, Chappie,"he said. Chappie was his nickname for me. "The screw and I stood there earlier all the convicts and he said, 'I've got a guest for y'all fellas. The corking Factor Krupa.' Well, not one of the convicts cracked a grinning. Then he gives them a big grin, don'cha see, and says, The first guy that gives 'im any aid.. .gets the pigsty.' Y'all understan' me? He meant lone. Well... the infinitesimal he walks out, all of 'em assemble aroun' me, shakin' my hand, and one of 'em, a spokesman, says to me, 'What is it we can do to assistance ya, Mr. Krupa?'"

He chuckled, remembering that moment of friendship. The convicts knew he'd been railroaded. They made certain his drumming hands never touched lye or disinfectants. One afternoon an sometime-timer inquired of the Quondam Human being, "How long's your stretch, Krupa?" When Gene told him, the convict retorted, "Geezus! I could do that standin' on my head!"

Gene said that was the best tonic he got backside bars. It made him see things in a jailhouse long view. He was bush league in that hardened criminal population. He did a lot of deep thinking while he was "inside". Hard thinking, as well. He said that he hadn't used much of what he learned until quite recently, about the aforementioned fourth dimension I had joined his group, in the fall of 1954.

That's what I liked nearly him, correct off the bat. He was as honest as he could be. I had to keep in heed, of class, that I was a sideman and a child. I expected he would hide backside what he was, but obfuscations were very rare.

I auditioned for him one afternoon at Basin Street East in New York. He had never heard me play. I had been recommended to replace Teddy Napoleon on piano. He wanted to encounter if I could fit in comfortably with tenor saxophonist Eddie Shu and bassist Whitey Mitchell. We played, the four of us, for ten or xv minutes, and I got a decent idea of the head charts they had been using. Afterwards, Gene and I talked salary and the upcoming jobs and travel. Then, out of the blueish, he said, "I know you'd have more fun playing with a younger drummer more in the bebop handbag, but I nevertheless think we can make a few adjustments and enjoy ourselves."

Coming out of a living legend, such self-deprecation startled me. Yet I knew he meant it. I came away that day thinking that I could certainly learn something about deflating my own ego from this tiny, soft-spoken, dapperly-dressed older fellow.

When you're young, and foolish, you lot think every idea that comes into your head is of oracular origin. But many of one's youthful ideas are of worth. Factor helped me through a sorting process. His own contributions to the quartet were insightful, and they came out of his tested experience.

Like all the successful bandleaders of the 1930s and '40s, he knew his primary task was to choose the right tempo for each piece. It doesn't seem all that important. But it is. The tempo tin can brand the difference between success and failure.

One dark in Las Vegas he picked a tempo for Drum Boogie so fast that he couldn't double it. He had either to play a solo that differed from the recording or irksome the tempo. Though the listeners expected the doubling up, he slowed it as he began his solo. Very, very infrequently did he make such a mistake.

Although he asked u.s.a. to play certain tunes, for the most office he gave Eddie Shu and me a costless hand with new pieces and the arranging of them. Occasionally he'd insist on something. He wanted us to acquire Sleepy Lagoon. When he mentioned the Eric Coates classic, the three of us threw glances at each other. The old man reminded us of the melody's rhythmic grapheme. He said it'd lay well every bit a four-iv bounce, though it was originally in three-four. When nosotros finally got it into a form, it proved a staple of our repertoire. Eddie Shu and I would never have considered it.

It was Factor who kickoff got me to sing, and though the first recordings I fabricated under my ain name were done for ABC-Paramount, I had already recorded a single under Gene's aegis for Verve. Danny Male child and She's Funny That Way were recorded in 1955, with Norman Granz as producer. Although the performances I turned in were hardly what I'd find acceptable today, Gene told me, "You lot've got to start some time, Chappie, and information technology might also be at present."

Gene connected to encourage me, even insisting that I sing a vocal in each set of an engagement at the Crescendo in Hollywood. He told me that he had no doubt I would make a success with singing and writing, and this amazed me. And so, once, in a rather serious mood, he urged me to address my thoughts to the success he insisted was coming.

"The toughest thing in life, Chappie, is to mellow with success. A lot of people with talent never seem to be able to handle success." Now I give him high points for perceptiveness, but when you're seventeen, as I was at the fourth dimension, you can't understand such things. Gene meant me to stash the thought away. He hoped, as he subsequently told me, that I'd begin to set up a value structure to lean upon when I had to face what loomed ahead. Gene knew how success can destroy. He had witnessed what it had done to others — what it had done to himself. He remarked upon an imaginary power that, like a snake, sneaks into your breast and ruins you lot from inside. I used precious little of what he'd told me as I stumbled and bumbled my way through the next x years of my life and proved to myself that human nature is a disaster.

Gene was, every bit I've said, physically minor, with delicately shaped fingers, salt-and-pepper closely-cut hair, and a compellingly handsome face up. Though it was never a strut, his walk told you lot much about his well-made graphic symbol. There was magic in his eyes and smile and, in fact, his very presence. These attributes made him both a ladies' human and a man'southward man. Even kids loved Factor Krupa.

For me he symbolized, maybe epitomized, the Swing Era; the driving dynamic of his drumming characterized the whole period.

In the wintertime of '54-'55 during an eight-week gig at The Concluding Frontier, I got an opportunity to clock the Old Human. I was delighted (and sometimes dismayed, I admit) by his traits.

In a town flooded with Show Biz people, Gene was a loner. Though he was always convivial and warm, in his own genteel fashion, he never permit casual acquaintances grow into friends. He gave me the feeling that he'd rather exist domicile in Yonkers, New York. It was as if he'd seen enough towns to last him the residue of his life. And of class at that place was that question behind the eyes of every listener. Was he still using drugs? What a colossal bore it must have been to him, never having been even a casual user. So he kept his contact with the general public short, and he avoided making new fans or friends.

He was ritualistic nigh his day, which had a shape and continuance. In the earlier hours he took his meals in his room. He left the hotel grounds rarely, and spent little time with united states, his sidemen. He was troubled. At abode, his married woman, Ethel, was inbound upon an illness that would take her life earlier the close of the twelvemonth.

A woman who watched usa every nighttime became enamored of him. She couldn't empathise his remote attitude. She cried on my shoulder on several occasions. She was in her thirties, quite beautiful, and mature. He just had no involvement in her, not fifty-fifty platonic. Finally I took up her cause with him. He received this intercession in a surprisingly sugariness style. He discussed her lovely disposition. And so he alluded to home. And his cleanshaven, tanned confront wrinkled a flake. "Information technology'd be wrong, don'cha see, Chappie," he said.

"Hell, we're on the road, Ace," retorted the morally bereft teenager. Ace was my nickname for him.

"Sure things yous simply don't practise, Chappie. Certain things you just can't live with, son."

When I heard "son", I knew information technology was my cue to null up.

And he stayed to his lone regimen. After our last set, he always played a few easily of Black Jack, and so started off to bed. On entering the vestibule of the casino, he would play a dollar one-arm. He must take beaten the car with some consistency, for he showed me several numberless of silvery dollars he was "going to take home for the kids in my neighborhood." He was a celebrity in Yonkers. In that location was even a Krupa softball team, made up mainly of Yonkers policemen and neighborhood friends.

Gene exuded an apathy about of the time. But in that location was no hauteur in information technology. He never used his position. He was in fact the least leaderish leader I'd worked for till that indicate in my life. And now I recollect of it, never did work for anyone after the Old Man; I worked with them. Only Quincy Jones, subsequently on, in the 1960s, had an ease of leadership that echoed the Erstwhile Human's. Q.J. had gained a fund of respect for his arranging power, merely he never picked a histrion who could not cut the charts, nor one he'd have to "bring along". He was luckier than Gene, who had to put together road bands, not often peopled with great talents. Still, Gene was proud of his bands of the by, proud of encouraging and championing talents like Anita O'Day, Roy Eldridge, and Leo Watson. He was quick to accept a bow for letting new people similar Gerry Mulligan write freely for the band. (Disc Jockey Leap is a archetype from that pen.)

One afternoon in Vegas, the four of usa were in Gene's room, rapping. Gene sat on the huge loftier bed, his short legs hanging off the fat mattress, much as a child's would, anxiety not touching the floor. Eddie Shu, bassist John Drew, and I sat in chairs semi-circling our leader. The conversation turned to "serious" music, that is, the written multifariousness of music so often and incorrectly called "classical" music. (The "classical" was merely i period of "serious" music's history.)

Eddie was talking of his dearest Prokofiev. Gene introduced Frederick Delius into the chat. Having ascertained that we all had a passing acquaintance with that much-traveled Englishman's music, he sent his bandboy-valet-aide Pete off to the center of boondocks to buy a stereo phonograph and every available recording of Delius' music. With a fistful of large bills, Pete disappeared. We ordered sandwiches and beer to eat the time. Our anticipation had reached a zenith when Pete came through the door with a brand new portable phonograph and an armful of LPs. (Oh for those halcyon days of the 1950s when record shops had inventories!) That armful of music fabricated the afternoon ane of the most pleasurable I've known. Sadly, one is today hard put to find a single album of that wonderful music.

I had touched on the music of Delius with my teacher, just his academic fur had been rubbed the wrong style by the inept way in which Delius ofttimes developed his materials. In fact my teacher though it "pernicious" to treat one'south musical thoughts in such a lack-a-24-hour interval mode. I had to acknowledge he was correct. Simply for me information technology was a matter of the heart, non the encephalon. At that place was a glowing genius in Delius' vision, his sheer individuality. That uniqueness could not hands be dismissed. Of form, when you're studying, you address yourself to examples of lasting structural achievement, including the engineering of Bach, and, among the moderns, the neatly dry but marvelous Hindemith. To the teacher of composition, Delius is unnecessary baggage, ordinarily used every bit an instance of what shouldn't be washed with one's musical ideas.

But Krupa found much in Delius' music to commend it. He credited Delius, if the English volition forgive him, with developing an American voice, melodically and harmonically. Cistron pointed to a bass effigy, a fragment, in the orchestral piece Appalachia to show united states of america what Delius was "into" in the 1880s. That phrase shows up in the opening strain of Jerome Kern's Old Man River. Gene didn't mean to imply that Kern had plagiarized it. He meant only to show that Kern, like others, was affected by Delius' music.

That afternoon, acres of hours were consumed listening to North State Sketches, Paris: Song of a Smashing City, and the shorter tone poems On Hearing the First Cuckoo in Spring and In a Summertime Garden. To my delight I discovered that I was disposed towards Delius' music, that it spoke to me of my self in an odd and mysterious mode. It also offered relief from the rhetorical at present-hear-this quality of the Late Romantic literature that consuming want of composers to out-Wagner Wagner. Since that afternoon, I have read a learned critic'south cess that I find marvelously on the mark. He placed Beethoven as the dawn of the Romantic Era, Wagner as its high apex, and Delius equally its sunset. There is a point that has been made before that still bears emphasizing. Delius, unlike Wagner, never rages. It is his understating that draws his listeners. Though other composers have captured nature in her glory, with splashing colors that cover the score pages, none has captured her serenity as Delius did. No one.

Krupa pointed to the folk-song elements in the last scene of the opera about miscegenation, Koanga, insisting, quite correctly, that Delius was years ahead of other composers, Gershwin in particular, in using what can only be termed American materials - those materials we've come up to acquaintance with jazz, dejection, and pop music. This is no doubt a startling view to the many English fans who find Delius painfully English, a star brightly shining in the Celtic twilight. Merely Delius' own inclinations drew him to the ground-breaking American poet Walt Whitman, whose texts he used for Sea Drift and Once through a Populous Metropolis.

Krupa was astonished that Delius could have been born of Dutch parents in Bradford, England, write his marvelous early on music in the United states of america, live the better part of his life in Grez-sur-Loing in French republic, and speak nothing but German in his domicile. Gene revealed a hitherto unseen excitement in putting the composer's life before us. (He would later laugh on discovering that I shared Delius' birthday, January 29.)

It was the longest non-stop conversation I'd had with him, and he began opening upwards some of his memories. He spoke of a time when he was a kid, playing in a speakeasy in Chicago. It was brought to his attention that Maurice Ravel was in the audition. History, it seemed, had stepped right on his toes. That visit started another love matter for Gene, one that culminated in his recording of Ravel'due south Bolero in Nippon. The recording was never released because Ravel's i remaining relative, a brother, sat heavily on the composer's estate. Gene never did tell me what departures he'd made from the score.

Most surprising to me, every bit a student of music concerned with its historical periods, was Gene's noesis of what had gone before. Even as a kid, he said, he'd been interested in and inclined towards "serious" music. So were his confreres. Wasn't Gershwin a departure? he'd ask. And what of Paul Whiteman's efforts? He'd laugh that chuckle of his but never allow himself a guffaw. And so he'd describe attention to the obvious differences betwixt the freer jazz playing and written music. Having been in the pit band put together by Scarlet Nichols for Gershwin'southward Strike up the Band on Broadway, he had more than an adequate idea of how the wedding of the seemingly disparate elements of the "played" and "written" was to be effected. Amid the movers of his generation, he was one of those who favored the marriage of "serious" music and jazz and never disparaged attempts at a Tertiary Stream. This was of enormous value to me, then, considering I leaned toward information technology myself. Once I mentioned Stan Kenton. Cistron commended the adventurous nature of what that California orchestra was doing. Just he was put off by the martial quality that came from those blocks of brass. He was not tending to the materials, either, preferring the work of Woody Herman's and Duke Ellington's bands.

I wonder at present whether in that location'll exist any more Krupas or Woodies or Dukes. There may non exist, in fact. Will they be missed? I volition miss them, mused the war-weary typist. We've witnessed the boxing of the camera and the turntable over the last sixty years, and though the phonograph tape/record has made enormous strides, they are pocket-size beside the gains of motion pictures and tv set. Not to mention that there no longer are dance halls and cabarets, and there are too few jazz clubs. The extinction of the latter means there'll be no places to woodshed. For the new recording artist, the making of an album is non the end but the starting time of a now-larger process. The videotape of the song, the actuating of it, is the new culmination. There lies the defeat. The LP was a complete parcel of entertainment. The pictures you lot saw were of your own mind'southward making, like the fantasies of the young. Sinatra sang a song and you saw the face of your own loved one in your mind'southward center. Y'all added the lazily falling snow when Nat Cole painted a warm familial setting in The Christmas Song. No more than is that the example. It's as if a great bell tolled the knell of all that was musical and precious. What must it be like to be raised with the "pictures" on the boob tube?

Neb Finnegan in one case predicted: "Soon, people will exist dancing by themselves in ballrooms and clubs." He said it in the onetime Webster Hall RCA studio, at present gone, to Larry Elgart and me. It made us shudder, then laugh shallowly. How else could ii dinosaurs react to their ain imminent extinction?

Krupa tried his all-time to keep his ring alive. "Merely going to jail," he said to me, "meant going through one fortune I'd saved and it took darn most another one to put it back together again." Worse was the damage to his morale when, in club to reinstate himself, he had to get a sideman in the Tommy Dorsey orchestra. Though he respected Dorsey's musicianship immensely, "I couldn't tum the human being, personally, Chappie. Too cocky-centered." Beingness a glamorous ex-con of newsworthy status, Gene no doubt brought out every bit many people equally the band did.

Somewhere on the path he was traveling, information technology became clear to him that he needn't bother leading a big band whatsoever more. After the stay in jail, he said, he found he'd lost the degree of understanding necessary to be surrogate father to a group of immature players. "The bug never end, Chappie. Musicians are smashing human beings, but face information technology: nosotros're all kids! And I don't hateful Boy Scouts, either."

The other side of information technology was that Cistron didn't have the inclination to conform to pocket-size-group drumming either. He tried, sure, but night afterward night of restraining oneself is not fulfilling. He'd smiling and say, "Tonight, the manner I feel, I'd love to have 16 guys out at that place with u.s....and push the walls back!"

He was frugal, only I overlooked that because he wasn't greedy. The two years I was with him, though, were a searching time for him. He told me — straight out — that he was looking to make a bargain for the rights to his life story, hoping that the picture show monies would provide for him in his slow fall walk. When nosotros worked Hollywood, he was e'er in the company of a screen-writer, retelling the story. It took a toll on him. The memories no longer had any sweetness for him. Confronted with the residue of his past, he found himself unable to bring order to information technology. There was e'er a Why? on his face up, though he hadn't an inkling that information technology was in that location.

By the stop of the Vegas gig, we'd worked out every wrinkle in the group and could have sleepwalked through the performances that month in California. Norman Granz recorded an album with the new group, which now featured the English-born (and now belatedly) John Drew on bass. Thus for the first time I got the run a risk to hear the group "from out forepart", as it were. I was brought downward by my own work, but the Old Man had a improve noesis of how talent matures, and he encouraged me, bolstering my sagging ego. On one ballad I played so many double-time figures I could only say, "Why so many goddamn notes?" Factor said, "It'll all come up together 1 day, Chappie. But it won't if you don't get at it seriously." I told him I idea I sounded like a guy killing snakes with a Louisville Slugger. "What do you think people want to hear?" he said. "Lullabyes? Hell. Continue on playin'with that kind of drive. It'll come together, don't worry. You lot've got a good problem. You've got more energy in ane finger than well-nigh piano players have in their whole trunk."

I perceive now that interim every bit Gene did — responsively — is the largest part of leadership. What he offered wasn't unqualified back-patting but an endeavour to infuse bristling youth with a dose of much-needed patience. Information technology was inside his capabilities to empathize my boyhood. Why, I'm still non sure. Oddly, he'd had no experience in child-rearing, never having had a family unit of his ain.

Gene was a product of his ain making — the self-made man of American myth. But is it myth? And who, having witnessed the unexpected emergence of talents of such large artistic dimension, could not applaud jazz for serving the commonweal, as the Church of medieval times raised upwards the peasant-born to the penultimate seat of power and influence? Jazz is truly a wonder of magnitude. It tin even make a piece of well-wrought written music sound quite parochial. When Gene Krupa and the other burgeoning talents were confined to bordellos and speakeasies, the heartbeat of the American experience remained in limbo. Merely once the hats of respectability were tipped as jazz passed by the reviewing stand up of life, the system proved it could loose the sources of its strength. What a terrible reminder to the social scientists, too — to notice out that it is neither our minds nor a polling identify that brought us together. It is shared aspirations in the same language that does it. Regionalism. Nonsense. When Louis Armstrong ventured due north, bringing his New Orleans-born "Dixie", he found a Chicago version, a dialect of the music, already in existence. Jazz had proved information technology is the homogenizing influence, and the social historians have myopically passed over this fact.

When y'all enjoy the people you're playing with, you naturally perform to your limit, and sometimes even touch on the tomorrow side of your talent. I grew while I was with Gene's grouping. But past the finish of a year and a half, I knew it was fourth dimension to move on. And and so I took get out of the quartet. Such partings were familiar to a human like Gene. I was pregnant with ideas I had held inside for that menstruum of playing and traveling. I learned a lesson from my grinding dissatisfaction: the score pad was where my talent should exist directed. In a musical sense I had, to my sadness, passed the group by. I couldn't go back, either. Writing was the way I'd begin making my own personal history, and I am reminded that the near important events in an creative person'due south life are those that transpire within oneself, the invisible journey and mental mountain-climbing. Artistic endeavor is reduced to a war between two or more than parts of the self. The playing of jazz was at that betoken too diverting. When you lot play every night, you don't listen to what others are playing. And and then I became a listener and reaped the rewards of hearing others speak.

I would have loved to have done some writing for Factor, had he seen fit to record a special album. But it was not to be. Gene looked on recording as something worth only perfunctory endeavour. "Information technology'southward dollars and cents, Chappie." He thought that his name or likeness sold the albums; what was the betoken in loading upward the initial cost?

In that twelvemonth, 1955, the Old Human settled earlier my watchful eyes. He was in his fifties and secretly unhappy with what was happening to his life. He never gave me the idea nosotros were doing i thing of productive purpose, other than pleasing ourselves. The audience was an invited undemanding adjunct. It was as if the Erstwhile Man knew the hotels and clubs were paying for his celebrity and petty else. We drew the head of the Nevada State Police narcotics squad. He came in night afterwards dark to scout for dilated pupils.

The Jazz at the Philharmonic bout that autumn lifted Factor's spirits, at to the lowest degree for a while. But the traveling paled them. I ofttimes watched that pointless pulsate battle with Buddy Rich on every concert, and wondered what it was doing to his ego. Buddy was like some great meat-grinder, gobbling upwards Gene'due south solos, cresting his triumph in traded fours and eights and ending with an unbelievable flourish. Gene took it in the finest of manners. He didn't think music had a thing to do with competition. He had a way of carrying himself correctly when he walked on, and used that strut of a sort to the fullest at the close of those demoralizing pulsate wars. I broached the subject to him once. Simply once. "Anyone playing with Bud is going to get blown away, Chappie. And call up, the audience isn't as perceptive every bit you are." His reply was matter-of-fact, with no hint of malice.

No one cared less than Gene almost press notices. There is a danger in listening to what is said nearly your talent by non-players. Cistron never gave them even a momentary attending.

I let him downward i night in Vegas. I got thoroughly sloshed and had to be carried out of the Last Fronter. And who did the carrying? You guessed it. Cistron tried to go my 6-foot-one through the outer door sideways and ran my head and feet into the frame. Information technology served me correct.

Later on that night, I was cut off in the Gay Nineties room. But Gene, a merciful judge, saw to it that I could have a taste in our band room. And he never counted my drinks. He accepted that anybody slips, and he didn't carry your mistakes effectually inside him. What I did was ane occasion to him, naught more than.

I believe his Catholicism kept his judging of others to the minimum. If you made an apology, he cleaned the slate. Only so, Gene never chalked a thing like that on a mental blackboard in the first place.

His wife Ethel had only antipathy for musicians, seeing them every bit wayward and malicious little boys. Wonder of wonders, though, she liked me very much. As young as I was, she thought my lapses were excusable. Non so those of Cistron or Eddie Shu.

One afternoon, when we were already late getting on the road for a gig in Connecticut, she insisted that "this young fellow have a sandwich" before we left their Yonkers domicile. Gene bitched nearly her "mothering business" and the fourth dimension, merely he didn't get the last give-and-take. I was fabricated to "sit down down and consume information technology slowly." She was a fiercely dominating person, and I did as I was told. My colleagues in overcoats grumbled through clenched teeth equally I finished the repast in tape time and she told Factor to take improve intendance of the "kids" working for him. "A good repast'd kill that skinny child," she said of me, digging at the One-time Human being. I figured that once we were in the station wagon and on our style, I'd hear nigh it. Merely he didn't mention it. Months later I asked him about that piffling scene. "Better she's on your case, Chappie, than on mine, '" he said with a chuckle. Past then I had witnessed a few of her exact assaults on him, particularly when we brought him home behind a pint of Black and White scotch. But I never heard him bad-oral fissure her. Not ever.

And then, during the JATP tour, he became very detached. His eyes seemed far abroad in another time and place. I asked virtually this obliqueness, and the conversation turned to Ethel. "She'southward very ill, Chappie." He stared out of the airplane's window into the infinity of space, as if trying to decipher a time to come out there, his handsome face screwing up, the eyebrows knitting. "The doctors are lying to me. They say she'south got an inner-ear infection. She's got a problem with her balance, don'cha see? But I know. It's a brain tumor."The last four words bled out of him. I let the subject field prevarication there where he'd dropped it, and fabricated useless remarks about worrying not pregnant a damn matter, then pushed the push button on my seat and reclined, feigning that nap time was upon me. We never spoke of her again until the day she passed away.

With all the problem being married to Ethel entailed — and I got a notion of how hard she had tried him when they were divorced, from people who were close to him — he remarried her to put himself back into the Church'due south fold and to bask again the consolations of the Sacraments. To people outside the Church, the remarriage was viewed as a disaster. Information technology smelled of farce. To the Old Homo, withal, information technology was all quite unproblematic: he had contracted with God — to him a living God, a caring God, a right-here-and-now God. No corporeality of worldly knowledge, no rationalization, could alter his moral position. I certainly wasn't going to question the correct or wrong of it. Gene believed it idiotic to take wife later married woman, praying to hit on the right 1. I tended to agree with him. Now of course I am convinced that the ordinances and Sacraments are non to exist taken lightly. But fifty-fifty at the time, it struck me, this moral posture of Krupa's, that doing the right thing doesn't always make one experience practiced. And the difference is all one demand understand to proceeds insight into the Former Human'due south decision. Life shows u.s., but likewise often, that what makes 1 feel expert is non necessarily right for us. I need merely mention alcohol, of which I accept consumed my share, drugs, and promiscuity.

I was made to see, in a clear and distinct fashion, that there are higher laws and difficult pathways. The world, of course, applauded someone who extricated himself from a "bad" marriage. Cistron knew that. But he likewise knew that one cannot change one's mind except they stride exterior the Church building'south condolement. So he remarried her. He could not take the easier road because of his deeper commitment to his beliefs. Odd. Keeping a hope isn't worth much anymore, is it? But the One-time Human being was right for himself. The life exterior is a consensus affair at best, and nothing in the streets does a wise human being use except so far every bit he is disposed to make a hell of his morals and existence. It is ever the volition of men that disrupts things, no matter how politely ane wishes to view one's fellows. We are responsible for making cesspools of our lives. What Gene chip off, he chewed.

He gave me the impression that he'd had a disorderly youth. That this was in contrast to the behavior of his devout Polish Catholic immigrant parents hardly merited comment. He mentioned a younger brother, apple tree of his female parent's eye, who disappeared. Cistron said his brother was "beautiful". There was a suggestion that some deranged sexual debauchee had abused and then disposed of him. Merely whatever happened, no trace of the boy was e'er plant. And this put Factor in a strange position in the family unit.

In strong Cosmic tradition, every family "donates" a son or daughter to the church. A tithe to the cloth, in a manner of speaking. After the brother's disappearance, the family's eyes fell on Gene. And he was all of a sudden in turmoil. He had tastes for both the globe and the spiritual. But in accordance with family wishes, he spent a term every bit a novitiate in a seminary, during which it became articulate to him, he said, that he was not worthy enough to wear the neckband of the priesthood. His organized religion never faltered; but the muddy waters in which he establish himself swimming didn't seem to be clearing. And at last he decided against going on.

In 1955, his rocky Catholicism embarrassed me, even though I sensed that information technology was only a matter of fourth dimension until I would be confirmed in my ain beliefs. But in those days, sitting in the front seat of the station wagon, hearing him braying at the words of some evangelist leaking out of the radio, his speech slurred by scotch, froze me. "There is merely one true faith!" crowed our leader. Eddie Shu, a not-believer, took no umbrage at this, just Gene'southward intractable position abraded my liberalism, my live-and-permit-live view of things. The only church-going I had washed as a child was to an Evangelical/Reformed Lutheran church building, a dissenting sect, to my mother, a cupboard Catholic of no pocket-sized dimension. It was only in the last year of her life that she let me know her hole-and-corner: she had e'er gone to Mass, unbeknownst to all of us! My father had left the Catholic fold and communed in a Presbyterian congregation.

And he and my mother, being at odds, let their children exercise any we chose to, or not at all.

But to Gene, the Church strictures were the bottom line, whether you met that standard of beliefs or not. He felt the Church itself was an empowered instrument of Omnipotent God. At present, having put much report into the subject of validity that split the Christian world in the tardily Fifteenth Century, I've come to meet Gene's view — the Church'southward position equally regards the Apostolic constancy and tradition — equally correct. But in 1955, the constant harping on the i and but true faith actually upset me.

No matter what Factor had done in his life, what profession he had pursued, his faith would notwithstanding take been his rock, his alleviation, and his hope. He was not a proselytizing zealot. He honored anybody's correct to feel, to believe or non believe, in a manner consistent with 1's own judgment. The syncretic grade of Catholicism I came in fourth dimension to embrace would exist too "mystical" and too gratuitous-thinking — too "apologetic" in the theological sense - to arrange the Old Man. He was hide-leap, for he credited the very existence of the Church building as proof of its magisterium.

I was and so fascinated by the writings of the convert Trappist monk Thomas Merton. Several of his other books were published later on the success of his autobiographical Seven Storey Mount. E'er I bought ii copies of his books, ane for myself and 1 for the Old Homo. I was never sure how much of Merton's mystical arroyo Gene took to heart, just Merton's abiding commitment consoled him.

For many musicians, music either has become or simply is their religion - - the fashion through which their deepest feelings are loosened and brought to the surface, hopefully transfigured. There is a substantial value in this, although the according of likewise much value to a means to an finish is often self-defeating and diversionary. What lies within ane is not always enchained for wrong reasons.

I have come to believe through thirty years of writing music that in that location is at its source the revelatory. Simply, I believe there is something else , outside or inside me, that plays the major role in the process. No doubt everybody who "creates" feels the otherworldliness of the process. The mysterious is never farther abroad than the next blank bar on the music pad. The real problem comes when one is forced to accredit authorship. To please my own doubts, I accept come up to think of myself as an instrument through which someone else's music is played. I am an aide and abbetor of the spheres' ever-present sounds. If I be graced at all, information technology is in being able to hear in the chaos a hint of course and an incipient beauty.

Factor had no such grand pretentions. Just he did see, as I do, a relation betwixt spirit and sound. To accredit a special grace to music wasn't what Cistron would do. In fact he saw music-making as ane of the many joys provided by Existence, i.e. God. For Gene, the religious state known every bit grace came only to those who found it of the utmost importance in their lives. His ain faith struck downwardly worldly measures and made his own success an anomaly to him.

I don't wish to mislead those who may not empathise what being a Catholic of Gene's order entails, nor its salient characteristics. To Gene, making a friend unhappy had a direct bearing on how he thought he appeared in God's eye.

There are ii seemingly opposed traditions in the written and oral history of the Church. One is the Pauline position. For St. Paul, reason, the employ of the heed, was of little value to the discovery of religion, and at its worst an instrument of charade. He came downwards hard on the side of faith free, religion unencumbered, religion rooted in the fact that the "gift" Christ gave on Calvary had only to exist believed and the inheritance collected. To Paul, the Passion and the Sacrifice cleaned the slate for Flesh with God. Then there is the Augustinian view, which is: God, in His wisdom, would non have created an entity equally glorious as the human listen if it was not to exist used to seek him! Therefore faith, through the utilize of the listen, must be able to withstand the assaults of reason. Fire to fight fire, as it were. In fact faith should exist ennobled past the very procedure of reason.

These two positions were what Gene and I split hairs over, whether he knew it or not. I acknowledge I envied him his faith. He saw my journeys as escapes into "esoterica" and, at best, "Words, words, words, Chappie." Only then we needed different things. He was one of the fortunate believers. In that location are myriad pathways to organized religion, and I hadn't taken an piece of cake i. Just then no i gets to choice his path. Sometimes in my despair I feel with Nietzsche that "the merely Christian who e'er lived died on a cross." Ultimately we are shaped by our surrender to God'due south will.

The uneasiness that all devout people feel when the rules of men are imposed on them laid no less heavily on Gene Krupa. The optimism and idealism of the Christian ethic are burned by this worldly being, with all its exigencies, into a smouldering relic. Morality mutates, and is no longer sound, and right or wrong are determined past the context. After, one is hard put to estimate if religion doesn't further alienate the already alienated. Considering Gene's outlook, I am forced to say his rooting in the Church was both a boon and a bane.

The prophet of Islam was asked what was the 1 way to exist secure in the optics of Allah. "Speak evil of no ane," he replied. Gene observed that rule, though he had no commerce with the thought of the human built-in in the Year of the Elephant. Whatever the Former Man felt almost people, or questioned, it never got past his well-tended front teeth. His fairness rested on his acceptance of anybody'southward individuality. The confusion made life colorful to the Sometime Human being, and he would never have endorsed uniformity.

He was then sensitive to the sensitivities of others. Once I tried to go him to come to my dwelling in Westchester, not far from his minor house in Yonkers. He made every imaginable excuse for not coming. Finally I forced him to tell me the truth. And it was this: He felt that his emphysema would put us off our food. His wheezing past and so had go constant. I couldn't become him to believe that it would not matter to u.s.. He wouldn't budge. I told my wife why he wouldn't come. She was mystified. He was concerned what our kids might think. Such was the top of his deference. Such is the pride that lives in that tiny man, I told her.

Gene was a homo who loved family unit life and had none of his own. He was sterile. It is impossible to know what damage this had done to him. He told me of trips to doctors and of ingesting substances supposed to make him potent. He even tried an excerpt of steer'south testes. Why a man wants to go on in his progeny is something I have no ready reply for. It is as well deeply encoded. As a style to defeat death, it would have little charm for Cistron. He believed in eternal life every bit promised past God. But his sterility afflicted him. When on some occasion a conversation turned to manly prowess, Gene deprecated himself, resolutely assigning himself the concluding place on any list of great lovers. He poked fun at himself. How he came to grips with all this, I practice not know. And to make things worse, his conviction for a narcotics criminal offence he did not commit ruled out his adopting children. It was just some years subsequently after my time in his quartet that — with the assist of the Catholic Church — he finally did adopt two children. And as life would accept it, they were his just regret when he passed away, for he had separated from his 2nd wife and had only visitation rights to quell his anxieties.

"Geezus, Chappie, I adopted the kids so they'd finally have a abode and family unit. Now they're shifted back and forth between u.s.a.. What the hell did I go and do?"

Information technology was the only bailiwick we discussed during our last telephone conversation. He nevertheless would not break breadstuff at my firm, but he offered me a seat in his box at Shea Stadium to watch his beloved Mets. I couldn't get him to move on to some other topic. He felt he'd let the kids down. No outs or rationalizations for Gene. And he said he had misjudged his wife, forgetting that "onetime men don't marry young women unless they're set up for bug." I tried to argue around things, simply he'd have no part of it. "I'thou a grown person, Chappie, and at that place's no alibi you lot could come with that'd be good enough to get me off the hook. I made the damn fault an' I'll have to live with it, and make the all-time of a bad situation." He paused, the portentous silence alive betwixt us on the telephone line. "There's no one to blame...just myself, Chappie."

The worst role of writing about a departed friend is that yous begin to miss them. Information technology is painful. We may exist ships that pass each other in the night, but don't overlook the groovy wakes we leave, and the touch, long after, of the ripples.

You don't get to know a person like Cistron Krupa without gaining insight into the conflict between worldly goals and personal moral imperatives. I saw this private war from a almost vantage point, and what became articulate was that he was a complex man with absurdly elementary needs and desires.

When a man of reputation says little nigh what is going on in his own profession, one may assume that he has critical opinions he deems better left unsaid. But that wasn't the instance with Gene. Information technology was rather a affair of his incapacity to pass judgment upon what others did, or did not do. When Gene offered praise, equally he did on one occasion for the marvelous drumming of Art Blakey, he e'er prefaced his remarks by disqualifying them as objective evaluations. They were purely an expression of his taste, he said, and subjective. I asked him why he didn't make judgments of other drummers. It'd exist pointless, he answered, to judge what information technology was they were doing if he wasn't privy to what it was they were aiming for. He refused to be presumptuous. And he never deviated from that.

We were listening one afternoon to an old anthology of his big band. He was extolling the system and the arranger. I didn't treat the piece and said so. "Ah, merely Chappie," he said, "it didn't set out to bowl everyone over. Simply what information technology prepare out to accomplish.. .it accomplished."

I told him, straight out, that it was second-course arranging.

And his optics took on that twinkle. "Now," he said, "if yous'd take written it, Chappie, I'd call information technology 2nd-rate, too, because you've more to say than this other beau." I didn't hear this as flattery. He wanted me to sympathise that there is perfection fifty-fifty when the journey isn't to the polar caps; that there is equally much virtue in being featherweight gnaw as in that location is in being heavyweight gnaw. "Where your writing is taking y'all, Chappie," he said, "the air is very sparse . A autumn from up there tin can kill you."

It was such challenges that he offered to i's mind. Merely when I thought I could easily say that the Erstwhile Man was only capable of seeing things only, he'd turn the tables.

Information technology is rare for an creative person's personality to rank with his work. In that location are thousands of volumes of biography that do little to illuminate, though they paint disturbing personal portraits. Information technology is as if the biographers were screaming out a desire that the creative person achieve in his life the perfection of his piece of work. But the artist is precisely the ane whose personal life is likely to be a disaster. Why else would he seek dazzler and try to encapsulate information technology? This applies to "creative" people. But the "re-creative" individual, similar Gene Krupa, doesn't endure from involuntary surges of newness and individuality or visions of the unattainable. It is within the power of such a person as Gene to enjoy life, to accomplish things he never thought he could. It is sort of a middle man's office, but it is not without degrees of freedom that, say, a symphony player never knows. Krupa could add to what was happening, bring together his oar with Gershwin's, as he did in the pit ring of a Broadway show, or requite a Mulligan a take a chance to write. These achievements were the brickwork of his ease and fulfillment. I am certain he enjoyed the cognition that he had helped me along the way.

It is a fact that he partook of that special world of dreams that made the usualness of day-to-day living a blight to him. Information technology never sat on him as heavily as information technology might a creative person, whose visions never sleep, simply he had tasted it, and one is never the same after that. My father chosen the earth of music the only way i could glimpse paradise while still alive. He said that in one case you had looked through that portal, nothing in the world would e'er mean as much every bit it once did.

Gene knew his limitations improve than most men, and handled them in worthy way. Though he wasn't a pedagogue, he liked to teach, and had many students in the school he ran with his friend Cozy Cole. Educational activity rudiments gave him the greatest pleasance. He knew that their mastery was the only fashion to escape frustration. "Likewise many ideas, Chappie. These kids got too many ideas an' no tools to realize them with. It's everybody'south trouble in the start." He played no favorites among his students. Kids with footling or no gift got a share of his joy and encouragement. The sheer making of music was Factor's end-all and be-all. If y'all could play well enough to play with others, by his reckoning, you were a lucky person.

The last years of his life establish him in the grip of leukemia. It doesn't have you in one swoop; y'all just feel it tapping your strength abroad, daily and monthly. True to his stylish and graceful way, he made calorie-free of it to me, maxim he'd live with information technology. Existence unable to go him out of his home, I decided to drive up to Yonkers and surprise him. At the time I had several pressing writing chores and I couldn't get a day to myself. My female parent chosen to tell me not to go up ane item day because she'd heard on the radio that Gene had checked himself into a hospital for transfusions. She said it wasn't bad, though.

The next solar day was Sunday, if retentiveness serves me. She called and said he'd gone domicile and was in satisfactory condition. So she berated me for non making fourth dimension to visit him. Well, I missed going the next solar day too, waking belatedly on Monday afternoon after writing most all nighttime. Only on Tuesday morn I was upwards like a shot, bathed and dressed, and starting out the door when the telephone rang. Information technology was my mother.

"What are y'all doing up and then early?"

"I'm on my way up to run across the Old Man."

There was a long pause and her sigh cut into me.

"Don't bother, son. He passed away concluding night."

She then read me out in her inimitable manner, reminding me that friendship is a damn sight more important than earning a living. I finally slowed her downwardly by reminding her that I was a grown person.

I went with her to Cistron's wake. I tin withal feel his tiny hands under my ain hand, the fingers intertwined with a Rosary in expiry'due south repose, as I said a prayer and squeezed my good-bye to him in the coffin. Charlie Ventura broke down before the bier, words fighting tears in a near holler. "You made me what I am, Factor. I'd be nothin' except for y'all! Nothin'!

I looked toward my mother and caught her brushing a tear abroad.

"He wasn't as well bad a stepfather to you either, Jocko."

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